help me

Can't handle the pain.
I can't handle the pain and suffer I feel, every single time I see you.
You were the greatest thing I had in my life.
I was myself, lived a simple life, I was never worried for something.
 
Then you disaperad, I never heard from you.
A feeling inside of me started to grow; regrets, anger, sadness.
I never had that feeling before, and I hated it.

I missed you so mutch, I still do.

Every day is hard, I force myself to go trough it, get trough the hole life.
I used all my powers, I got no left, I'm week.
I can't handle myself anymore .. I just can't ..


I'm sorry i've got no clue for what I should do.